Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Here it goes.
Well, I’m stubborn as hell. I don’t like to be wrong and I will never give in first. I have that “I don’t give a fuck” mentality only because I don’t like to show any of my weaknesses. People, somehow, enjoy seeing others weak or upset. I actually happen to be very caring and I have so many emotions. It’s hard to let anyone close to me because it seems like every time I do, I end up regretting it. I hide my feelings so I don’t get hurt. I’m not too big on talking about my problems, I don’t really see the point of making a big deal out of them. “jasmine is a bitch” ha yeah I get that a lot. I don’t wake up in the morning and just decide I’m going to be a bitch today. It’s either we don’t have the same kind of sense of humor or you pissed me off. I’m always nice to people I don’t know or just met, it’s not being fake, it’s being nice because they never did anything to me to be rude. I try not to judge people either unless they give me a reason to. Disrespect is such a turn off to me and I automatically lose all my respect for you. I’m finally starting my life and I’m a little scared but I think I’m going to be okay. I want adventure and I plan to travel the world until the day I die. I have expensive taste and I hate shopping unless I have a lot of money to spend. I love all of my friends dearly and if anyone talks shit about them I get offended as well. It makes me SO mad when someone says they don’t like one of my friends because he/she is weird or by the clothes they wear. To me it’s about personality and obviously you don’t have a good one if you are going to say stupid shit like that. To my friends: I love you and I’ve learned so much from each of you guys individually. Some I’ve been friends with since I was learning how to count, some throughout the years and some just the last year of school. We became so close in a short amount of time and I truly am happy that I have a group of friends that all love being around each other. Whether it‘s sitting in a damn parking lot or chillin‘ at someone‘s house there is never a dull moment, (everyone just thinks they are a comedian) lol. And for everyone else I was friends with I appreciate having you in my life; good or bad. People deserve second chances right? but I think that you have to build up and gain that trust again if you want that second chance. Second chances shouldn’t be just handed out.
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This made me understand your complex life even more, I know your my bestfriend but your a hard book to read. This explains alot jasmine. I love you and fully respect you.
ReplyDeleteIt's funny how much i can learn about you just by reading what you think :) it just takes time to listen to stuff like this to understand your friends. and it makes you closer
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