Friends.

The reason behind me wanting new friends.
One complains we never hangout enough, so when I do offer, they have other things going on. Um, it's a two way road to make something work. To make anything work with another person you need to be on the same page. it's like no one understands that. One feels that they can call or text me whenever they feel is necessary. That gets old quick. I don't take things lighty especially when it comes to friendship. I don't lend shit out so you can leave it at someone else's house and tell me I'm SOL with it. I'm so sick of playing little games when were not in high school anymore. this "he said/she said" bullshit. If you have a problem or you "heard" something, come talk to me. Don't start drama over little bullshit. Life isn't about pleasing everyone, sorry to say but you will lose friends along the way. Yeah it's sad but oh well, the time spent with them was good but if shit didn't work out then get over it. I don't see the point of going out of my way to be somebody's friend anymore. I'm just done. Sometimes I don't let things go but that's just how I am. I've been fucked over so many times that it's going to take a lot for me to just let it go if you disrespected me in anyway and didn't apologize for it. That's who I am. A few people understand where I am coming from and others do not. Once again, I am not going to go out of my way to make you understand. I just feel like I don't have a close friend. Lately I've been keeping to myself. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to tell everything to and trust them completely.