Thursday, December 3, 2009
All the right friends in all the wrong places.
It's hard to find good friends, but I already know which ones I can count on and thats really all that matters.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I'm down like the economy.
Anyways, It's so late, I'm in love with the cw, a little disappointed with one tree hill but I enjoy watching the shows with the girls and having stephany ask a million questions. lol My group of friends got smaller, but since high school is long gone, it's a lot easier not to care. Can't wait for my high school reunion! HA!
Oh tonight I realized I like discovering new feelings. Separating them and figuring out how to control them. It's kinda cool. I figured that i can't just stay happy all the time, or mad, I like my feelings on a rollercoaster. (okay weirdo) lol I'm not bipolar just understanding these crazy feelings! It's a little hard to explain.
I hate to admit this, but I'm bored. I think Molly is going to get sick of me because I'm going to be tagging along with her from now on. ha I use to not like to go anywhere or do anything but you're only young once! that has nothing to do with anything but when do I ever make sense?!
Omg I cannot get over the fact that vegas being a big city and all, it's actually very small when it comes to knowing people. Everyone knows everyone and it's all fun and games when you find out how! well to me and molly it's funny. Whenever we're together I point out everyone and most of the time it's people she knows more than I do! What can I say, I have good eyes. lmao I actually don't but who cares? ( I don't)
To sum this all up, I am going to live my life on the edge! Whoooo!
btw, in n out is so overrated, seriously, if I have to go there again after today's date; just know it was against my will.
My new love is super taco. I think that's what it's called. yummmy. Thanks to Jordan Karl! :]
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Tally's Prank.
she told us she gets off at 10:30 pm from target so we wanted to go hide in her car to scare her.
Welll......
this bitch didn't get off until 11 and we were in her car for about 40 minutes!.
Good fucking thing you don't need her car to be on to roll down her windows. We were able to get in her car because she never locks her trunk. Hopefully she does from now on.
But back to my story,
It was so hot we were so close to just giving up and going back to my car. But then we just decided to sit normal in her back seat and see if she even notices us. Us knowing Tally, we bet she wouldn't even notice.
Her windows arent even tinted! so she could of seen us easily.
She walks out with two co workers and they are walking to their car which is behind hers.
She comes to her car and unlocks it. As she opens the door the light in her car comes on.
at this point i am thinking, fuck she is going to see us no doubt.
Then she sits down and is about to start her car.
wow she didnt even notice us. in my head i was saying "tally is so stupid!!!!"
I cover my mouth to hold back from laughing but she kinda heard and turns around screaming like someone is about to murder her.
I almost died laughing.
Her co workers heard her scream and once they saw me get out of the car laughing they started laughing.
It was the funniest thing in the world.
The look on tallys face when she saw us was priceless.
I wish i recorded it like i was planning but i forgot.
Just thinking about it makes me laugh so hard.
for anyone who knows tally, I'm sure you could picture exactly what happened.
omg. I just can't stop laughing.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Friends.
One complains we never hangout enough, so when I do offer, they have other things going on. Um, it's a two way road to make something work. To make anything work with another person you need to be on the same page. it's like no one understands that. One feels that they can call or text me whenever they feel is necessary. That gets old quick. I don't take things lighty especially when it comes to friendship. I don't lend shit out so you can leave it at someone else's house and tell me I'm SOL with it. I'm so sick of playing little games when were not in high school anymore. this "he said/she said" bullshit. If you have a problem or you "heard" something, come talk to me. Don't start drama over little bullshit. Life isn't about pleasing everyone, sorry to say but you will lose friends along the way. Yeah it's sad but oh well, the time spent with them was good but if shit didn't work out then get over it. I don't see the point of going out of my way to be somebody's friend anymore. I'm just done. Sometimes I don't let things go but that's just how I am. I've been fucked over so many times that it's going to take a lot for me to just let it go if you disrespected me in anyway and didn't apologize for it. That's who I am. A few people understand where I am coming from and others do not. Once again, I am not going to go out of my way to make you understand. I just feel like I don't have a close friend. Lately I've been keeping to myself. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to tell everything to and trust them completely.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Summer is over.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Seahorses.
I am so speechless with how beautiful this necklace is.
I don't know why i am so fascinated with seahorses, but they are beautiful creatures! I would love to get the tattoo i drew out but as we all know, I'm a little scared. I found out that Seahorse tattoos are said to represent the inner desires of a woman to have a partner who is as courageous and chivalrous as the knight on the horse. Seahorse tattoos are sweet and clean which can be worn as small as possible and anywhere you like. The seahorse also represents the free spirit. A seahorse is generally very small and swim about in the oceans freely. So, the seahorse can symbolize the freedom to roam around anywhere you want and think freely. The movement of a seahorse is very elegant and thus can impart the fact that the wearer is as elegant in his or her behavior and mannerisms. How awesome!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Find out who you are, and do it on purpose.
"We won't say our goodbyes, You know it's better that way. We won't break, we won't die. It's just a moment of change" - OneRepublic
I'm going to try to keep this short and simple, but I might even add some to my list of things I want to do (no specific order);
1. Fall deeply in love,helplessly and unconditionally.
2. Graduate from college.
3. Become a bartender.
4. Meet someone famous.
5. Travel the world.
6. Go on as many cruises as i can.
7. Go scuba diving in the great Barrier Reef
8. Have the most amazing wedding (never get divorced).
9. Get a tattoo.
10. Have two kids.
11. Swim with a dolphin.
12. Appear on tv.
13. Send a message in a bottle.
14. Stand under a waterfall.
15. Kiss in the pouring rain.
16. Write my will.
17. Buy my own house and make it exactly how I want it.
18. Go up in a hot air balloon.
19. Throw a huge party.
20. Make a difference to someone else's life.
21. Change a flat tire.
22. Meet someone who will make a difference in my life.
23. Have a whole day dedicated to baking with the girls.
24. Get drunk to where I don't remember a thing in the morning.
25. Ride the subway.
26. Visit all the States.
27. Ride in a submarine.
28. See the Great wall of China .
29. Stay up all night and watch the sunrise.
30. Start my own scrapbook of my life.
31. Go camping.
32. Lay in bed for an entire day.
33. Vote.
34. Try new foods.
35. Stay the night on a rooftop.
36. Fall asleep under the stars.
37. Explore a rainforest.
38. Climb to the top of a mountain.
39. Have my own therapist.
40. Learn to play an instrument. (preferably a piano)
41. Take a class on Photography.
42. Go to school for Cosmetology.
43. Go on some crazy adventure.
44. Be completely happy with who I am.
45. Sit at starbucks with my laptop and drink some coffee.
46. Make a list of something I learned everyday.
47. Watch a meteor shower outside the city.
48. Whale watch.
49. Have a lot of money.
50. Come up with another 50 things to do!
I'll add more as they come to me, that's all i can think of right now.